OVER IT
by Jessica DePue

I've had it with confusion
Gimme simplicity
Multiplied intricately into
Open air, easy breathing
Each time I forget my keys you go ape shit
Spinning the car around, blaming each blockade
On me. Consulting your Xbox

I've had it with fall backs, broken crutches
I want space, horizons
Nights that light up like midnight in Texas
Each fuse you blow sends me away
Further than yesterday's daze
Before that

I practice forgiveness though this can't be good
I'm bored, contorted by raunchy moods
I'm not into controlling pain or painful control
Unless pleasurably delivered
From someone who likes to have fun
Like I do

I've had it with this version of love
Decoding, recoding L-O-V-E
As it stands between these unruly things
I'd rather be doing with my legs
Spread
Apart

I've had it with three ways
Your dependency on this eclipses intimacy
Measures my moves for dead give aways
What happened to fucking for fucks sake
Sleeping together then asleep together
Makes most sense of preferable sensations

Taking it in
Small doses and bingers
Pulling desire through my thighs
Branding it here until something comes
An armpit to curl into, a body to hold
Never got old in my book